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Side Quest Shorts

16 Friday Oct 2026

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Dear Janolytes,

 

I hate being sick. Thats it. Thats the tweet.

Shit is the fucking Trenches, on Kami bro. My girlfriend and I went to San Antonio, Texas last week to see Lupe Fiasco, Gym Class Heroes and B.O.B in concert…..well that was the goal but they canceled the show. But the flight and hotel was already booked, soooooooo niggas went to get away from cotton field fuckery.

Problem was the weather was ass. misty, damp, dreary ass. Sounds like the smell of the flight down there because some one was musty. Some ones actually. Combine the weather of last week with the fact that I already had slight issues with the changing of the seasons and you get SNOT FEST 2027.

YEP!!!! * Trey songs voice

On top of me still not finding my freedom from Cottonfield 12. Yep Still there. I’m over this shit. Anyway.

On a positive note I saw Kelela in concert a few days ago.

*Insert Eupphoic feeling

This is the 2nd time I didn’t release an issue when I had a show that month. Maybe that is a good thing. My bandwidth can only expand so much. That probably doesn’t sound correct, but you get the point. Couple my limit bandwidth with cotton field depression, existentialistic depression that occurs every September, and me prepping for a show you get me not doing my monthly internet duties.

SMH.

Anyway this issue is a long one, its similar to the Season 2 finale issue from 4 years ago. None of these photo shoots were planned, but since I took shots I actually like I am inclined to share and talk about them on this here internet.  Originally this was going to be called summer side quest, but the last 3 of these didn’t occur in the summer. And I didn’t have any other side quest shoots that occurred around the time it occurs.

So here we go.

I wish I had a latte right now.

Spoiler Alert, it some point it will sound like I am blaring through these.

Photography walk

2023 had started. Cotton field 11 had shut down at the end of March. I was unemployed for what would turn out to be 3.5 months before I started cotton field 12 in July 2023…..my last months of peace. The plan was to just work on the last few issues of my comic. I was still on a social media hiatus. There is peace in not being online. I promise you.

Anyway I was browsing somewhere on the inter webs and discovered that there was going to be a photography walk. I had never done one and decided to check it out. One Sunday I headed up to Camp North End and waited at the destination on this windy day. It was hosted by The Light Factory and had equipment that was provided by Bigg’s camera. It was to give photographers a chance to experience different lenses which was pretty dope. The entire event lasted maybe 2-3 hours. I made note of which lenses I would want to use for further projects. At some point during the walk this actor approached me about what was happening.  He told all the projects he has been apart of……and I didn’t know none of them.

I told him what the event was about, and how he is looking for a photographer. Then proceeded to tell me about how he can get a whole studio, etc etc, etc.. I say etc, etc, etc, because even though he asked for my information, pay me, and  how he wanted to do something I never hear nothing from this man again in my life. If I were to see him randomly on the street I wouldn’t recognize this man what so ever.

This is the type of shit I don’t like and why I have no faith when people say they want to do something.

Anyway for images of this equipment experience. click here.

Con Carolinas 2023

June 2023 came and so did my urgency to find a job since my unemployment was quickly running out. Also my cpu had died on me.

Yep on June 5th, 2023 I opened it up and the screen was fragged. I took it to get it repaired and was told it would be $500 to fix…….and with that I had an artless summer. Which wasn’t bad because I felt no pressure to get anything done. Hell I couldn’t I didn’t’ have the money I need to get this cpu fixed.

Unpopular opinion. Unemployment should last longer than 13 weeks and you should get paid an amount more than the current pay outs are. Especially if your former cotton field shuts down.

The week of I applied to work at Hobby Lobby out of sheer desperation. They told me to come back on Saturday because the manager would be there. Saturday came and I had decided to go to ConCarolinas this year as a guest and a not a photographer.

Yep, the same Con Carolinas my actress friend went to as a guest years prior. On the way there was Hobby Lobby, packed with humans. I flash backed to years ago when I was at Ikea (ironically in the same shopping district a few buildings down), and I said fuck it. 

I don’t know who needs to hear this but customers can be the lowest form of man at times. The one’s that act entitled are the fucking worst. Especially the ones who refuse to put their payment method in your hand.  

UGGGH!!!

I’m a far cry from the version of me that worked at Ikea and Party City years ago. At this point I may slap you. 

Anyway. 

I arrived at the hotel with my camera in tow and acted like a regular con goer. At some point i got stopped by this nerd cosplay group, and they told me what they do. I showed them Street Fighter shoot I did. Interestingly they knew my friends I shot. At some point I posted up on the nearest wall and shot some candids.  2 people came to the table and the leader of the group introduced me to them. I didn’t think too much of it until I asked myself why is this Veronica Mars looking bitch starring at me the way she is??

I literally just finished watching Veronica Mars a few weeks prior to this, so that reference was accurate.

It was moments later that I realized who it was….it was my friends ex from 2003-2011.  *Lightbulb goes off.

OH SHIT!!!!  words I verbalized as the adjacent crowd starred in concern. We hugged and both were surprised to see each other.

Honestly I forgot all about her and I had no reason to think I’d see her again., but here we are in the random side quest of 2023. We caught up and walked around the convention.  The rest of the convention was random shots, a dance party, and hotel room parties.

Spoiler Alert, a lot of  this issues side quest stems from this interaction as does future issues.

Anyway to see the images from this random day, here is the link homie.

Inari Shrine

After running into Veronica Mars, she started to invite me to a lot of cosplay, anime related events. One would think my geeky ass would know about this stuff, but nope I don’t.

As I told her Idk shit. I just pick cotton and go home. She was surprised when I told her I hadn’t been to that many anime conventions, and usually that was because of finances.

Jano, I thought you picked a lot of cotton?

Absolutely, but also despite being a grown ass adult with a degree the only places that have hired me are jobs that don’t pay a lot or they shut down, have lay offs or are seasonal projects. Or all of the above.

Sad but True.

I think the last convention I had  went to prior to Blerd Con in 2024 was……Heroes Convention 2013, no it was this random small comic con which I met my mermaid friend when cosplaying as Deadpool.

Yes so sad or whatever Loki said.

Veronica told me about this group that was doing an anime thing the next week. I literally don’t remember how she described it, but I said yea I would go.

Adventure time come on tell a friend.

Side note, I miss the chapter of my life where I was doing side quest and I wasn’t exhausted. Felt like college years. Unemployment is fun if life allows you to have it.
Side note this a month before I start Cottonfield 12.

A week passed and I went to the Vapa Center. I texted  Veronica Mars to let her know I was there.

No response, I assumed she was busy.

I walked in and they the group told me the price. I forgot how much it was but internally i was like hold up. I just told them I was meeting someone here. I didn’t see her or the group I met her with and went outside. Eventually they walked up and we walked in together.

I’m not sure how I got in without paying, but I guess I was with the Kool kids.

IDK.

They had manga volumes, video games and other things. Honestly if I was working I prob would have paid…..probably, but I was part of the kool group so I didn’t have to.

Yeet bro.

Anyway it was short lived my time there, they invited me to hang out with them. I went to Showmars and then met up with them.

See images here for this arc.

In case you haven’t noticed this is why I dedicated a whole issue to these adventures. Legit short blurbs like ol Looney Tunes, tiny toons, and adventure time episodes.

 

Durag Fest and Haylos Fire Party

Jano why is this 1 section?

Simple because it happened on the same day homie.

Durag fest had been a thing for a while here in Charlotte. I think since 2018 or 2019. But then that pesky super virus Covid occurred, so things obviously halted with good reason.

I think this was the 1st year it came back. I think, don’t get me lying cuz I have no idea. I had ran into some friends the week prior and hung with them at bday party. They talked about it, internally I thought i’ll check it out. Because why not.

So the next hot as fuck Saturday in June 2023 I went to Camp North End.

Side Note, R.I.P. to the version of my life that had consecutive free Saturdays off and not this alternating slave shit I’ve been enduring for the bulk of the last 3 years.

I arrived at Camp North End and BOY it was packed. Packed as fuck bro. But it was koolio tho.
Due to finances I had just got the basic general admission ticket. There were other levels but it didn’t make sense given my financial status.

There was arcade cabinets designed by artist. I think I saw an artist who I met at a gallery 2 months prior. There were  food trucks, vendors, a fashion show and art installments. 

Honestly it was just a big ass party.  Black people stunting in custom Du rags and stunting in general.

It was pretty dope…hot as fuck, but dope still.

At some point I ran into 2 friends. For the link purposes we are gonna say Friend 1 and Friend 2.

For some reason I was surprised to ran into anyone. That makes no sense but it makes sense at the same time.  I ran into another friend at some point, but I don’t have a past photo issue to reference.  At any rate Durag Fest is just seem like a big party. Niggas were dancing and frolicking.

Love to see it. Click here to see it too.

I told my friends I was gonna go check out my Tattoo artist Fire Party. I left around maybe 8 toward 9 ish and headed out.

Jano what is a Fire Party?

So my tattoo artist had been throwing this for a while, probably when she got her own studio a few years prior. We reunited when I finally got my chest tattoo that took a decade to fuckin get.She reminded me of it and I decided  I would go.

Why hadn’t I gone in prior years?  Honestly Idk. Schedule conflicts from cottonfields or just simply forgetting.

But I arrived with camera in tow. In retrospect I wish I had charged my flash batteries since this was outside with very little lights. There was vendors, artist and other people who supported over the years. Hayley is a dope and chill artist and as of right now the only person who has inked me down.

 

There was a ceremony with a fire pit n the middle. On the ground there were words written out in 4 directions Understanding, Intimacy, Presence, and Generosity. If i remember right the speaker asked for people to come forward if that is what they want to call more in their life.

I think.

I really don’t remember. But it was very moving at the time. I didn’t move, i just shot as the event went on.  The ceremony ended and there were fire dancers which was illuminating.

HA, fire light at night pun.

I’m glad i got to experience esp since that may not happen again. The venue has been dissolved and hopefully my tattoo artist is finally relaxing.

There is joy in not doing shit.

For a hot time click here.

Ok no more fire puns.

Cosplay Shoots: Street Fighter and Spider Verse

These didn’t happen the same day but honestly they felt about the same.

To a degree.

The Street Fighter cosplay shoot literally occurred the day after the aforementioned events. It was back at Camp North End, only difference it was less crowded on a Sunday morning. I met up with Veronica Mars and her lil band of friends.  There was another photographer there and people just broke off in groups. I bounced from location to location shooting with no direction in mind. The only notable  moment was that someone had heat exhaustion. The event halted at that point as everyone tended the heat wounds. Despite it all I got some good shots that you can view here.

Fast Forward to Labor Day w.end.

I am now employed at the dreaded Cottonfield 12 and getting slutted out by BBC, Big Brown Cardboard.

I didn’t think I’d still be here. But here I am.

Here the fuck I am.

UGH!!!!

Anyway it was day 3 of my 5 day w.end and I was at Camp North End, a new record for the year since I barely went in prior years. Not just just for the events listed but also random art show that happen there at times. My homeboy had asked me to pick him up since he was a victim of the recent tik tok trend of Kia car theft.

SHOULD HAVE NEVER GAVE YOU NIGGAS THE INTERNET!!!

We caught up on that and other things since I saw him last the w.end before Du Rag Fest. Veronica Mars arrived and we  all joked in the heat before this show started.

The same formula occurred as the Street Fighter shoot, there was a few more interesting shots and sequences that were inspired by the recent movie. As I type this the next movie has not occurred and yet I have lived through a good amount of canon events within the last 3 years.

Anyway, web sling here for said moments.

THWIP.

Licka House Podcast

Fast Forward to February 2024. I’ll fill in the gaps later. It may take a few moments based on how I operate this website, but the gaps will be filled. Same homeboy I mentioned last issue, came in town to celebrate his bday with us. Our friends house was packed with niggas.

So fucking packed. It was cold as fuck outside so niggas were really inside trying to stay warm, but it was a fun time. It was the usual group from past events and this group who was in the cosplay photo shoots. Hours passed and we dispersed to meet up for brunch as we usually did post liquor based shenanigans.

Some of us decided to meet up afterward while an episode of their podcast was recorded. I told them I would stop by after I got groceries for my slave week. I stopped by later and bought my camera.

Again I wish I had my flash batteries charged, prob would have helped out some. At. least I bought my tripod. I alternated between my camera and cell phone for footage. It was a chill hilarious time, 2 of my boys  who were officially on the mic talked about music and other things, and the rest of us chimed in randomly or just laughed at the jovial nigga times we were having.  Would I do it again?

Absolutely. 1 of my boys had messaged me asking if I would shoot him recording and I told him yea. An answer I meant but never followed up. Partly because I was planning my 1st art show and the majority of the other part was that I became very lazy creatively after I finished coloring my book later that month of February 2024. I didn’t wanna do shit except exist. I had a whole 2 part photoshoot that I did that month but I didn’t work on it until May 2024. I vegged out so hard post slave pit.

One day though. Shit was fun times and its always fun to do hood rat shit with ya friends. Or support your friends projects and you photograph it.

Or Both.

In the meantime here goes the images from that day.

Side Note, I got food poisoning the week after this party.

THAT SHIT IS ASS!!!!

On Kami I need a less exhausting job. I swear to fuck I do and free w.ends. This alternating w.end shit is ass. I get like 26 free Saturdays a year. Its ghetto here.

 

Anyway yall thats all folks. Technically I have 2 more shoots to display but I don’t feel like talking about them to the extent as I did the other side quests, So I’ll make this quick.

Maid Cafe was done by the same cosplay group, which was dudes dressed as Maids to serve women since it was Women’s appreciation month.   It was in this moment that I realized my flash was ass. It must have sttopped working after the shoot I did in Novemeber 2023.

Con Carolinas 2024. I met up with Veronica Mars and we walked around the con and taked about things. The amount of images I got weren’t that great, but i got some so thats koolio. I think this occured the week before my 1st art show.

Like I said we will get to that at some point.

Felt like I breezed through this, but honestly I didn’t have much to talk about. These events weren’t  planned shoots on my part. I was just a nigga enjoying life and I took my camera. Take me back to November or whatever Tyler the Creator said, in this case Spring-Fall of 2023, I hadn’t been enveloped by the trenches just yet.

Moral of the story, not every thing  will be a full blown anime saga. Some are just 10 min shorts like Adventure time and Tiny Toon Adventures.  Adventure time c’mon tell a friend.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Gummy Rose

01 Saturday Jun 2019

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Dear Friends of Jano,

Damn its that time of year again. Time for that nigger heat, the heat that oppressed my ancestors my ancestors in the times of slavery.

FUUUUCK!!!!!

*deep breath

So this issue is a lengthy one. Longer than  the mermaid saga. This saga started September 2017 and ended June 2018.

Riiiiight.

So we are gonna skip how I don’t know how I feel about the series finale of Game of Thrones.  Thats who rules over Westeros?? Never would have thought, even though apparently there were signs according to all the recent theories Google feels the need to suggest to me.

Anyway, make sure your wifi is on for this. It is a whole anime arc.

The saga of the summer projects ended, and the feeling was comparable to how the calm after big anime boss battles.  Need examples that put your favorite heroes through hell, sure. Togoru, Sensui, Freeza, Majin Buu, The Dark Moon Clan, Lady Debonair, Mistress 9, Doflamingo, Apocalypse, Thanos, The Night King,Shredder (Not the 1990’s cartoon one, he was a joke), need I go on.

Niggas were exhausted, more so mentally than physically. I was over the whole model search and legit just wanted to chill, finish act 2 of my book series, play video games and beat my meat in bliss. Ya know simple shit.

That legit didn’t last long.

At some point in September a friend I use to pick cotton with at my least favorite plantation, (Ikea for those who don’t know my life), hit me up. He told me about a girl that he thought would be a good model for me. He sent me her IG profile and I agreed.

Honestly at this point in time I had no idea what I wanted to bring to life, legit didn’t. The only thing saw artistically was inking act 2 of Azure Ascendance, nothing else mattered. Never the less I messaged her and tried to think of a concept and a possible location.

I didn’t have shit. None, No such shit existed.

I would scroll on my IG timelines and would lean toward flowery and Japanese themes. At some point I even went to Plato’s Closet to browse for possible things I may want to use. We would communicate during this process, I know this sounds vague in contrast to my usual vivid details but this part of the saga is a blur to me. Maybe it was because I didn’t have clue where the fuck I was going, or maybe it was because the job I just started after not working for 9 weeks was having me wake up early as fuck to set up for halloween fuckery.

Yay.

But one day I found a path to follow, and man it was a fucking path that will probably take a few hours to type.  First google The Black Tape Project, go ahead I’ll wait.

 

This project has actually been in existence since 2013. When I saw it years ago I thought the concept was pretty kool and wanted to do something similar to it. Legit forgot all about it until one September day when I saw something pop on IG. In that moment abstract ideas I previously had amalgamated into one grand idea.

And  when it did she stopped replying to my messages. Of course.

Jano, did you chase her down for this idea?

Nigga fuck no.  After the war of summer 2017 my spirit no longer has no urge to chase people down who don’t want to be part of my life or art journey. She got one email to see if she was still down but after that, nah bruh.

So here I was with this idea with no one to shoot it with. Sadly even though I have mostly female friends, I’m pretty sure none of them would be down for me to cover their bodies in ribbons while being naked in front of me.  Spoiler Alert, I’m the cutest loser you will ever meet.

So off to craigslist I go.

Again.

UGH,

I knew what I wanted I wanted a brown, dark skin girl with natural hair. Usually I don’t have a preferred  genotype for the ideas I’ve done but this time I did. Replies were scarce as fuck. But before we continue can someone tell me why this white woman replied when I clearly stated that I desire the opposite of her. I even had a picture as an example. NIGGGAAAA!!!!

Dear White People, when I say I want a brown skin female you don’t meet the requirements. Your basic Becky aesthetic can be taken elsewhere.

Anyway at some point that fall I considered one of my coworkers for the part since met the criteria. Since I got a possible model for this project I started the how the fuck am I going to pull this off part, because ya know that is important. First, my homegirl who I shot in the park, let me borrow her eldest daughters cotton candy machine. I actually didn’t use since the shoot took longer to do than expected, and I didn’t want stop her from making cotton candy. Second, since my mermaid cosplay friend, knows the way of cosplay culture I asked her what can I use to adhere ribbons to the skin that won’t cause any type of discomfort. She told me of a spray that I found in hobby lobby one day post cotton field. I tried it on myself while shopping, yea that shit stuck.

I had told my coworker that I needed to get her measurements and I needed to test the spray on her. We attempted to make plans for this to happen, did it tho? Nah, not at all. After several attempts I said fuck it, especially since she told me she had gotten a second job, and ironically the days we planned on something came up.

Spoiler Alert, I’m so over that happening in all avenues of my life.

At this point it is December 2017, and the idea of shooting someone outside who was only ribbon cladded was as dead as the flowers I hoped to capture as a backdrop in this saga. Plus not gonna lie I’m not a cold weather person, not all….unless I’m getting paid. So figured I’d aim to do the shoot in the spring.

The way my life goes it would probably be spring when I found someone.

The search continued. I thought I found a potential one but of course she fizzled out of existence too, honestly there isn’t a point in bringing her up. Another friend who I met during the the mermaid saga, was interested but decided against it for reasons I’m not mad at.

If you give me a legit reason why you don’t want to do a shoot, opposed to just vanishing out of my life after saying you were down I won’t cast stones.  Its only when you ghost me do I throw stones, salt, shade and sarcasm. All the painful S’s. Especially if you don’t reply to my message but like my fucking post on social media.

Fast forward to March 2018. One of my homegirls who I shucked and jived with at the plantation wanted to get dinner, we met at Zoe’s Kitchen and  talked about how our lives were going. I told her about the shoot I was trying to do, and asked did she have any friends that I may want to shoot for it.  She pulled out her phone and showed me her coworker…OMG.

Nigga, I was floored. She was gorgeous, I told her I want her for my bday (no literally my bday was coming up soon) she would be a great gift so I could end this search.  She told me she would ask her and man this mystic hybrid was hopeful as fuck. The next time I saw her was at my bday party the following week, and her friend was down.

YAAAAAAAAAAAS.

Blessed Be!! Hail to  the guardians of the watch tower.

I got her contact info, and we set up a meeting sometime during the following week.

Real Shit she was kool as fuck. I told her the whole project and was excited. She told me she never modeled before aside from this one thing at college where she was essentially the token black person on the college brochure. I took her measurements, and told her as it warmed up we could start thinking about a date. In the meantime I asked what her favorite type of candy was and  liquor choices. She told me gummy bears and was down for any type of spirit consumption. As spring approached I bought a candy dish and a fan off Amazon.  In May we met at Hobby Lobby one day post cotton field to see if the ribbons I wanted to use would be a good contrast on her. They won’t. The original intent was pastel colors but they appeared more sheer than anything.  I chose 2 variations of the pink and purple I desired.

Side note, I like how after I actual found someone who I wanted and they solidified that they were down things flowed effortlessly.

When we got in the parking lot we talked about a date. She had told me that every Saturday in June she would be off in addition to the Tuesdays she is normally allotted off. We picked the Tuesday  the 3rd week of June, and that Saturday as the back up date.  In the meantime, my jobs project had ended and I began my 4 months of unemployment.

Not gonna lie,I legit kinda miss being unemployed. All I did was draw, chase my art dreams, eat and sleep in late. Sucks I couldn’t afford to turn on  my a/c but I survived….somehow.

Anyway, at some point I fashioned a floral crown from supplies from Party City and Dollar Tree. Yay for the crown making experience points I gained during the mermaid epic.  But the cape was a whole different thing. Spoiler alert, I don’t know how to sew, at all.  Yay for my homegirls  who told me about Hem tape and my cosplay friend who told me about chiffon because my cape may have not existed at all. Rigging the ornament of the cape was the hardest part. As the date came closer she bought a pair of shoes that were way better than anything I could have imagined.

The week came of the shoot FINALLY. OMFG, this took forever. If you think reading this was arduous try living it. That Monday I had called Mcgill Rose Garden to see that there were no events occurring the following day. This garden is legit kool as shit, however it is only open for a few hours a day and it is a popular place people like to have events.  The last thing I need is for the background to be loaded with gawking people. That is way more editing than I prefer to do.

They told me no, so the rest of the day I spent buying gummy bears, making a new version of Jano Juice, buying a glass royalty would use and image training on how I wanted the shoot to go and hoped the awkward loss of words that occurred a few weeks prior wouldn’t repeat itself. At some point that night she called me to tell me that we couldn’t do the shoot the next day for a very good reason, her period came.

But Jano why does that matter?

Spoiler Alert, she is going to only be wearing ribbons. Only Ribbons.  Pretty sure a females menstrual cycle involves light and heavy blood flow. And from what I heard the first few days are the heaviest, and the last thing that is desired is blood oozing from her while shooting.  That is a whole lot of discomfort for her that can be avoided if we rescheduled. So we did for that Saturday. What is a few days compared to several months?

The day before I walked the venue again since I haven’t been there in months, and did the whole visualization thing.  My only other hope was that the cops wouldn’t be called on us, that was def a thing last summer. Black people were getting the policed called on them for simple things like  living, pretty sure someone would do it if they saw a black girl wearing only ribbons being shot by black photographer with a Black Dynamite Afro for following his dreams if they had the chance. On god my anxiety was high as fuck the night before.

Anyway, the morning came and I did not hear anything from her around the time we were supposed to meet up.  My mind started to swell with fear and a million thoughts raced through my head. Was all this for nothing?  Would she vanish on me like other models  have the past few months?  Fuck am I just trash to be thrown away so easily after all?

And those were only the nice thoughts.

I was having another existential crisis similar to what I had the past few months while trying to do other photoshoots, that to this day I still haven’t done 2 of the desired ones. Nigga its June 2019 still have yet to be done, the two aforementioned shoots were conceived October 2017 and January 2018. NIGGA!! A myriad of thoughts clenched my throat leaving me grasping for air, hoping to not drown in an ocean of depression again.

Yea I’m real fucked up and have a trash complex. Yay for conditioning.

Hold on, Let me breath.

FUCK.

I texted her hoping she had just overslept for good reason, and that was the case. The deepest sigh of relief  came from me. But we only a had a few hours that the garden would be open. The goal was to be there by the time it opened, mainly to avoid human background traffic. Plus it would be less hot as fuck earlier in the morning, it would still be hot as fuck but not less as fuck. The place opened at 10, and that is when she got to my house around that time. She got to my place, stripped and I applied the ribbons as hastily as I could. There wasn’t any major issues, other than the adhesive getting stuck to me sometimes. I stuck to my design as much as I could, the application wasn’t as neat as desired but I knew I could fix it in photoshop. We got to the venue around 12ish, the place closes at 3.

Luckily barely anyone was  there, the few that were there observed proper etiquette of staying the fuck out of our way.  I poured her Jano Juice Volume 3 for effect, nice to know I can make good mixed drinks. If this art journey fails maybe I’ll be a bartender. I told her to channel the royal, bad and boujee side she keeps locked away. And she did successfully and elegantly.  For someone who never modeled before she did a legit good job. It was worth the wait, of course I would prefer if my ideas didn’t take months to fucking flourish but whatever.

Anyway to see the culmination of my 10 month journey, go here.

*deep breath

That is the end of this epic, I would say saga but I feel epic is more appropriate given the length of time it took to do this. It damn near equated to a whole school year. Since this ribbon concept worked, hopefully I can do it again in another shoot. But will I? No seriously, I have no idea. I def want to but these model searches are so fucking taxing. If you are interested email me, with photos of yourself and please be in Charlotte, N.C.

Moral of the story; keep in touch with your friends from the cotton field they may help you follow your dreams.

Or something, infer what you want from this. Or not. I don’t care.

Thats it for now, I’m going to do something that doesn’t involve typing a narrative for 4 hours, like rewatch Durarara for the fourth time and getting for ConCarolinas.

Yea, I told you this was an epic.

 

 

Family Friday Fun Festivities

07 Monday Jan 2019

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Dear Friends of Jano,

Its 2019 and it is a legit warm day opposed day compared to how cold it felt during the fall. MAN I hope it stays like this for like the rest of winter. My bank account would so appreciate it. Legit don’t want to pay more of a gas bill than necessary. No seriously. Keeping warm is fun until you have to pay for it.SMH.

Anyway right now I am legit typing this after deep throating a Burrito at Qdoba and fighting my urge to fully pass the fuck out like I usually do post cotton field. Spoiler Alert, I legit picked cotton today. No seriously. I felt the pain of my ancestors today in a diluted form,  Moments like this why I totally sided with Killmonger. Nigga where the fuck is Wakanda??

This issue will actually be a stark contrast to the last four in terms of the amount of  salt, shade and sarcasm.  As in little to none.

But Jano why? I like the asshole part of you.

Awwww thanks, I actually feel warm because of that. Still tired as shit, but just a lil bit warm. Is this what humanity feels like?

But this issue is a family issue, and the events of this photoshoot was no where near as difficult as the last four. Side note this is the last photoshoot I did of 2017.  By choice? No, but we will talk about that later on.

MAAAAN 2017-2018 was an existential nightmare. As Avril Lavigne’s complicated plays in my head now.

Hell this issue probably won’t be that long.

So my really close awesome homegirl friend, mother of the child I shot in Nature Badge, told me that she wanted to get photos of all her children. And since her and I have been besties since the era of Tom and Myspace I said that’s kool. The only actual issue there was with his entire shoot was to pick a time that we were both available.

In case you forgot I wasn’t working for 9 weeks over the summer of 2017, and when I did start working again it was back in the cursed land of retail. Fun. She told me about this Freedom Park Festival thing, which I literally have never heard of before a day in my life. Interestingly enough my schedule for that week allowed me to be free when she wanted. Look at retail hours not fucking up my life. Kinda.I was working 5am shifts, which are kool to a point., but nigga when you get off your body is ready to crash like *insert crashing body reference here.

Around the time it was time for me to get off I saw the store getting filled with people and it looked like my coworkers needed help…and I made no effort to help at all. Nope, no such help existed. I went to Food Lion to get cookies for the kids for a bribe. Yep, I’m not ashamed of it. I’m not good with children at all, so if snacks as a reward are gonna help you said children right so I can get photos of said children, then damn it I’m gonna buy snacks, with the parents permission.  Consent is key.,

We all arrive at the park, and I’m legit trying to stay awake and keep up with the pace of life. I talked mostly to my home girls eldest daughter who I shot before, still not legit use to children liking me. Unlike R.Kelly I don’t spend time around underaged people. The whole event was fun though, the kids got their face painted, had funnel cakes, play on the playground, and did other kid things. At some point I got pointed out that a member of the Carolina Panthers was there. Don’t ask me who I legit couldn’t tell ya.

I told ya’ll this is a pretty peaceful issue. Did I give the Spoiler alert? if not

Spoiler Alert, this is a pretty peaceful issue.

To see the chillest and most relaxed photoshoot I did of 2017 click here.. Most of these are candids, but I do candids oh so well.

Anyway like I said this is the last shoot I did of 2017. Next issue will be the start of the existential crisis that was 2018.

Spoiler Alert, unlike 2017 all of the photoshoots I did in 2018 will be premiered on may website this year.

SMH.

Anyway, I am about to do what I did after the events of this shoot….go home and pass the fuck out. Well probably after I watch Naruto and One Piece. This year I’m on the final episodes of Naruto, and the DressRosa Arc of One Piece. At some point before next issue I need to beat Final Fantasy 7. Especially since I just ordered X-Men vs Street Fighter. I can finally play it in the manner it was intended 20 years ago. 14 year old Jano would be happy as fuck.

Witch Hunt

03 Thursday May 2018

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Dear Friends of Jano,

Ok before we talk about anything relating to my photographic journey I holy need to say Holy Fuck in regards to Avengers Infinity War. After somehow dodging most of the spoilers on social media I saw it last night and damn Thanos. That big purple nigga has me reevaluating my favorite villains in life. Every time he came on screen I was legit shook, like damn it is the Captain of the Death Rape Squad. Thanos is the type of the nigga who doesn’t pull out after he rapes you because he is going to abort the life he blasted inside you and your life when its all done in the name of balance. DAMN. I wish Thanos would blast Kanye West into atomic particles, since this nigga want to slave that slavery was a choice. This Nugga.

Anyway.

So spoiler alert I follow a lot of random things on instagram. photographers, art, models, suicide girls, alternate models, anime and other things that I can’ think of right now. Since I’m bombarded by an array of images of course I am going to be inspired and want to incorporate new things into my art. In particular I wanted to start alternate photography and since I know no one who does it I went to Craigslist.

Spoiler Alert, this was the beginning of so many fucking ads in months to come. But unlike future episodes, I got a model on the first try.  Man if it was always this fucking easy. OH MY FUCKING GOD.

She replied, we picked a time, I picked her up, we went to good ol’ Slave ghost filled Latta Plantation park and started shooting. At some point some guy who worked there spoke to us about how photography wasn’t allowed and I would have to pay an amount to shoot.

Look here ya fucking colonizer descendant:

1. I’m not paying a fucking fine to shoot with my fucking equipment. You can suck my whole dick, veins and circles.

2.My ancestors were slaves picking cotton in this god damn park that ya’ll filthy colonizers made a tribute park to. I’ll take photos here freely in honor of them. Now kill yourself ya descendant of murdering colonizing cunt.

Anyway, she did an outfit change and we migrated to the part of the park that wasn’t as plantationy. (New word bonus) That lasted for about another hour,  that was about it and I dropped her off. When I did I told her I’ll get her the photos as I can, my calendar was gonna be busy compared to how it usually was with other photoshoots I had to do. More so since I was about to start working.

Holy Shit Jano you finally got a job after not 1 yr and 4 months? Congrats.Holy fuck, where was it?

Don’t Matter since I don’t work there anymore, it was insanely short lived. So one day she texts me where are her pictures? I tell her I’m working on them, I promise you I read nothing but attitude when she replied just send them to me. I don’t deal with unnecessary attitudes especially when I let you know before hand things are gonna be hectic for me. She got the pictures a few days later and that was the end of that. There was a plan to do another shoot with the lights I had got a few months prior but that never happened, fine by me.

Anyway the photos from  that day are right here fam.

I wanna type more but at the same time, I wanna lay down and play some more Final Fantasy 7 while listening to J.Coles new cd again. I need to regain focus on my book. OMG.There are goals I’m hoping to meet within the next few months. The last thing I want is another existential crisis, did I say those are fun. Oh I didn’t because they ain’t. But in joyous news the new season of Dear White People comes out this w.end, so they may help my spirit in some fashion.

Before we go lets take a minute to pay our respects who lost their lives due to the Mad Titan Thanos. He definitely raped the souls out of their bodies. YES LAWD *Anderson Paak voice.

 

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